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Drug Addiction and Denial
One of the most dangerous effects of drug abuse and addiction is denial. The urge to use is so strong that the mind finds many ways to rationalize the addiction. You may drastically underestimate the quantity of drugs you’re taking, how much it impacts your life, and the level of control you have over your drug use.
Denial is an unconscious defense mechanism. Minimizing and rationalizing the addiction is less scary than admitting that your drug use is dangerously out of control. But the cost of denial can be extremely high—including the loss of important relationships, your job, financial security, and your physical and mental health.
Do you have a substance abuse problem?
- Do you feel like you can’t stop, even if you wanted to?
- Do you ever feel bad or guilty about your drug use?
- Do you need to use drugs to relax or feel better?
- Do your friends or family members complain or worry about your drug use?
- Do you hide or lie about your drug use?
- Have you ever done anything illegal in order to obtain drugs?
- Do you spend money on drugs that you really can’t afford?
- Do you ever use more than one recreational drug at a time?
If you answered “yes” to one or more of the questions, you may have a drug problem.
Getting help for drug abuse and drug addiction
Finding help and support for drug addiction
- Visit Narcotics Anonymous to find a meeting in your area.
If you’re ready to admit you have a drug problem, congratulations! Recognizing that you have a problem is the first step on the road to recovery, one that takes tremendous courage and strength.
Facing your addiction without minimizing the problem or making excuses can feel frightening and overwhelming, but recovery is within reach. If you’re ready to make a change and willing to seek help, you can overcome your addiction and build a satisfying, drug-free life for yourself.
Support is essential to addiction recovery
Don’t try to go it alone; it’s all too easy to get discouraged and rationalize “just one more” hit or pill. Whether you choose to go to rehab, rely on self-help programs, get therapy, or take a self-directed treatment approach, support is essential. Recovering from drug addiction is much easier when you have people you can lean on for encouragement, comfort, and guidance.
Support can come from:
- family members
- close friends
- therapists or counselors
- other recovering addicts
- healthcare providers
- people from your faith community
Recovering from drug addiction
Addiction is a complex problem that affects every aspect of your life. Overcoming it requires making major changes to the way you live, deal with problems, and relate to others. It’s not just a matter of willpower or simply wanting to quit. Getting off drugs for good is difficult without treatment and ongoing support. The good news is that there are many tools that can help you on your journey to sobriety.
When a loved one has a drug problem
If you suspect that a friend or family member has a drug problem, here are a few things you can do:
- Speak up. Talk to the person about your concerns, and offer your help and support. The earlier addiction is treated, the better. Don’t wait for your loved one to hit bottom! Be prepared for excuses and denial with specific examples of behavior that has you worried.
- Take care of yourself. Don’t get so caught up in someone else’s drug problem that you neglect your own needs. Make sure you have people you can talk to and lean on for support. And stay safe. Don’t put yourself in dangerous situations.
- Don’t cover for the drug user. Don’t make excuses or try to hide the problem. It’s natural to want to help a loved one in need, but protecting them from the negative consequences of their choices may keep them from getting the help they need.
- Avoid self-blame. You can support a person with a substance abuse problem and encourage treatment, but you can’t force an addict to change. You can’t control your loved one’s decisions. Let the person accept responsibility for his or her actions, an essential step along the way to recovery for drug addiction.
Source: Helpguide.org
Am I an Addict?
Am I an Addict?
This is NA Fellowship-approved literature.
Copyright © 1983, 1988 by
Narcotics Anonymous World Services, Inc.
Only you can answer this question.
This may not be an easy thing to do. All through our usage, we told ourselves, “I can handle
it.†Even if this was true in the beginning, it is not so now. The drugs handled us. We lived to
use and used to live. Very simply, an addict is a person whose life is controlled by drugs.
Perhaps you admit you have a problem with drugs, but you don’t consider yourself an addict.
All of us have preconceived ideas about what an addict is. There is nothing shameful about being
an addict once you begin to take positive action. If you can identify with our problems, you may
be able to identify with our solution. The following questions were written by recovering addicts
in Narcotics Anonymous. If you have doubts about whether or not you’re an addict, take a few
moments to read the questions below and answer them as honestly as you can.
1. Do you ever use alone? Yes ? No ?
2. Have you ever substituted one drug for another, thinking that
one particular drug was the problem? Yes ? No ?
3. Have you ever manipulated or lied to a doctor
to obtain prescription drugs? Yes ? No ?
4. Have you ever stolen drugs or stolen to obtain drugs? Yes ? No ?
5. Do you regularly use a drug when you wake up or when you go to bed? Yes ? No ?
6. Have you ever taken one drug to overcome the effects of another? Yes ? No ?
7. Do you avoid people or places that do not approve of you using drugs? Yes ? No ?
8. Have you ever used a drug without knowing what it was?
or what it would do to you? Yes ? No ?
9. Has your job or school performance ever suffered
from the effects of your drug use? Yes ? No ?
10. Have you ever been arrested as a result of using drugs? Yes ? No ?
11. Have you ever lied about what or how much you use? Yes ? No ?
12. Do you put the purchase of drugs ahead of
your financial responsibilities? Yes ? No ?
13. Have you ever tried to stop or control your using? Yes ? No ?
14. Have you ever been in a jail, hospital,
or drug rehabilitation center because of your using? Yes ? No ?
15. Does using interfere with your sleeping or eating? Yes ? No ?
16. Does the thought of running out of drugs terrify you? Yes ? No ?
17. Do you feel it is impossible for you to live without drugs? Yes ? No ?
18. Do you ever question your own sanity? Yes ? No ?
19. Is your drug use making life at home unhappy? Yes ? No ?
20. Have you ever thought you couldn’t fit in or have a good time
without drugs? Yes ? No ?
21. Have you ever felt defensive, guilty, or ashamed about your using? Yes ? No ?
22. Do you think a lot about drugs? Yes ? No ?
23. Have you had irrational or indefinable fears? Yes ? No ?
24. Has using affected your sexual relationships? Yes ? No ?
25. Have you ever taken drugs you didn’t prefer? Yes ? No ?
26. Have you ever used drugs because of emotional pain or stress? Yes ? No?
27. Have you ever overdosed on any drugs? Yes ? No ?
28. Do you continue to use despite negative consequences? Yes ? No ?
29. Do you think you might have a drug problem? Yes ? No ?
“Am I an addict?†This is a question only you can answer. We found that we all answered
different numbers of these questions “Yes.†The actual number of “Yes†responses wasn’t as
important as how we felt inside and how addiction had affected our lives.
Some of these questions don’t even mention drugs. This is because addiction is an insidious
disease that affects all areas of our lives—even those areas which seem at first to have little to do
with drugs. The different drugs we used were not as important as why we used them and what
they did to us.
When we first read these questions, it was frightening for us to think we might be addicts.
Some of us tried to dismiss these thoughts by saying:
“Oh, those questions don’t make sense;â€
Or,
“I’m different. I know I take drugs, but I’m not an addict. I have real emotional/family/job
problems;â€
Or,
“I’m just having a tough time getting it together right now;â€
Or,
“I’ll be able to stop when I find the right person/get the right job, etc.â€
If you are an addict, you must first admit that you have a problem with drugs before any
progress can be made toward recovery. These questions, when honestly approached, may help
to show you how using drugs has made your life unmanageable. Addiction is a disease which,
without recovery, ends in jails, institutions, and death. Many of us came to Narcotics
Anonymous because drugs had stopped doing what we needed them to do. Addiction takes
our pride, self-esteem, family, loved ones, and even our desire to live. If you have not reached
this point in your addiction, you don’t have to. We have found that our own private hell was
within us. If you want help, you can find it in the Fellowship of Narcotics Anonymous.
“We were searching for an answer when we reached out and found Narcotics Anonymous.
We came to our first NA meeting in defeat and didn’t know what to expect. After sitting in a
meeting, or several meetings, we began to feel that people cared and were willing to help.
Although our minds told us that we would never make it, the people in the fellowship gave us
hope by insisting that we could recover. […] Surrounded by fellow addicts, we realized that we
were not alone anymore. Recovery is what happens in our meetings. Our lives are at stake. We
found that by putting recovery first, the program works. We faced three disturbing realizations:
1. We are powerless over addiction and our lives are unmanageable;
2. Although we are not responsible for our disease, we are responsible for our recovery;
3. We can no longer blame people, places, and things for our addiction. We must face our
problems and our feelings.
The ultimate weapon for recovery is the recovering addict.†1
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Oxycotton Trend in Florida
The official name is OxyContin, but on the street it’s known as “oxycotton.” Oxycotton has become quite the popular drug in South Florida these days. Thanks to the easy access Florida Pain Clinics, oxycotton has reached the hands of many and has created a legal drug addicted society in Florida.
When taken in pill form, OxyCotton is a slow-release narcotic prescribed for pain caused by cancer, severe arthritis, sickle cell disease, and nerve damage. The active ingredient in the drug is a morphine derivative, the same as that also found in Percodan.
Oxycotton has become big on the street when resold by the drug dealers. Drug addicts are crushing and snorting it and smoking it to get a powerful and fast high that many users say is better than heroin.
Oxycotton has even grabbed a hold of many people that have never been addicted to a drug. It is tricky and sneaky. People start out taking oxycotton for pain relief and before they know it they are taking 50 pills per day.
Oxycotton has created an entire slew of new drug addicts and has given the average recovered heroin addict an easy way to slide back into addiction. If this is you then we only hope that you find a way to detox off this drug as soon as possible.
You might try going to some Narcotics Anonymous meetings. If you have insurance or a way to pay for detox seek out detox treatment as soon as possible. If you do not have insurance or a way to pay then their are plenty of state detox and treatment facilities that will service you if you are willing. Above all remember there is a way out and you do not have to stay addicted to oxycotton.
